I’m always thinking of everything you can possibly imagine. One thing I always go around in my head is how my life isn’t as fucked up as I sometimes think it is. I always think and always go on about the joke of being “forever alone.” Just the other day I found myself looking at engagement rings and now I have the idea of what sort I want, lol. I swear, this only happened because someone mentioned something about “Tiffany & Co.” and I went on their website and the first thing that came up was engagement rings. I got distracted by that big time. But anyway, I sat for a while today and thought throughly of certain things I want in life. I don’t want to be single forever and searching for a boyfriend is just flipping hard. I don’t want a boyfriend just to have one. I want one because I want the relationship to be meaningful and last for as much as it could. I don’t want to be wandering about with different relationships just to search what I’m looking for. I don’t need that, I already know what I want. Even though I’m quite “young” or whatever… I never take age as a big consideration in things like these. Yes I’m still in school and I’m quite late on it as well. It’s going to be another few years for me to finish but I wouldn’t want that to be an issue for whomever I get involved with. Anyway, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I quite don’t want to be single. I’ve gone through shit enough to learn what I want. Although I’m currently not involved with anyone, I want just get to know someone before anything even goes down. I’m not going to throw those three words to just anyone. I fancy some guys I’ve met, but chances of things happening are quite slim with them.

Hoping for the best for myself cause I’m quite happy and I’m trying to add a companion that will tag along for the ride one day. :}